What Surrealist Cinema does to me...

At the beginning of the semester I thought, hey! Surrealist Cinema sounds like a fun way to spend finals writing papers and doing projects on. And apparently sentence structure is no longer a priority.

I have spent the past three days watching surrealist films and I'm about to go legitimitely insane. Seriously. I'm watching The Seashell and the Clergyman, and I started narrating/singing along to the movie. First of all, it's a silent film, so I have to entertain myself somehow. Second of all, the same guy has been opening the same door for 5 minutes! I can't take it anymore!!! I've already gotten on Pinterest twice to clear my mind and try to think rationally. About cats saying funny things. (They can't spell, they're cats! What a concept!)

See? I'm going crazy. Plus, I've been in my room by myself for 3 days now. Because it's the weekend before finals and I need to watch all of this stuff for my final project! Vicious circle. Absolutely vicious. Someone needs to keep an eye on that circle, or it's going to hurt someone. sad;klfjawoifj

So, I've decided to add some pictures from the past year or so when I've been working on projects and needed to distract myself with some pure Carlee-craziness, and my laptop camera. Enjoy my insanity!

Remember when I dyed my hair purple? That was fun times

I have pigtails, piggy piggy pigtails!!

My necklace has a flavor...

I hate papers, I will shoot myself with my handgun. 

Make this madness stop!!!!!

I wonder what it will look like if I wear my hair like this to school...

Found a new feature on my webcam?! Try them all!!!

I'm wearing mom pants...how to make them look sexy? Cleavage!!

Look at me...so sexy and serious. Seriously needing to stop taking pictures on my webcam. 

And we're up to date with my feelings as of today. 

So, nobody has ever seen these before, and now I just put them all over the internet. This is how low I've gotten. This is my life. So I'm going to get back to work. Until Surrealist cinema makes me want to blow my brains out again. Which will probably be in about 19-23 minutes.

MiniBlog

Here it comes, my tiny rant of the day.
I'm tired. I've been attempting to work on my 2 big finals all freakin weekend. Why is it so damn difficult for me to just focus and get something done? I have never been diagnosed with an attention disorder, but sometimes I swear there's something wrong with me. To procrastinate today, I started looking at summer internships, and then started a slideshow of my trip to Spain, and now I'm writing this blog. Now, to be fair, I did type up like 30 pages of notes, watched half of a film, and read/annotated half of an article. This whole weekend. I also watched 3 movies, went ice skating, had lunch with a friend (and delightful cupcakes), and went to church today. This is how bad my procrastinating has gotten. I went to church, after 3 months of not going. And I was looking at internships. While these things are very important, I need to get my stuff done! This is the second to last week in Barcelona, and I really want to spend it with friends, and going out, but I really really really need to get ahead on my projects. I have two ten page papers, and 3 big tests. And I need to make a dent on this stuff.
But right now, I really need to go to sleep. Because this is getting out of hand.
Night world